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Fri, 24 May 2013 23:44:12 +0100

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Fri, 24 May 2013 23:43:55 +0100

"So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn’t hate enough..."

Fri, 24 May 2013 22:36:56 +0100

“So save your breath, I will not hear.
I think I made it very clear.
You couldn’t hate enough to love.
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren’t my friend.
Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a saint…
My own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go”

- Slipknot ‘Snuff’

All conversations seem empty when there is so much you can’t say.

Fri, 24 May 2013 22:30:11 +0100

All conversations seem empty when there is so much you can’t say.

skowski: And now the storm is coming, the storm is coming in.

Fri, 24 May 2013 21:52:06 +0100

skowski:

And now the storm is coming, the storm is coming in.

After the worst time lately (which is why I haven’t posted on this blog in a while) I saw...

Fri, 24 May 2013 00:04:00 +0100

After the worst time lately (which is why I haven’t posted on this blog in a while) I saw Deaf Havana this evening. They were amazing and now I don’t want to go back to thinking about ‘real’ life after a gig like that. Stupid reality ruining everything all the time.

"I thought I saw your refection in the window of a passing car But I guess I was wrong All I am is..."

Thu, 16 May 2013 23:37:17 +0100

“

I thought I saw your refection in the window of a passing car

But I guess I was wrong

All I am is wrong these days

”

- Deaf Havana ‘Boston Square’

This is just getting worse and worse. Why is it I always try to be there for people but when I need...

Thu, 16 May 2013 22:08:45 +0100

This is just getting worse and worse. Why is it I always try to be there for people but when I need them no-one’s around? Someone made me feel terrible earlier and I just found out my laptop messed up my assignment so I have to go into uni tomorrow. And I have another assignment to submit in the morning that is half my grade for that module and I don’t think I’ve done it very well. Whenever I tell people what I’m worrying about they either look at me as if I’m crazy (I feel like it sometimes) and/or give me pity which I don’t want I just don’t want to feel like this anymore. I know life isn’t fair. But I can’t imagine a life without feeling anxious all the time and to think some people don’t have to deal with that every day. I know everyone has their issues and I’m not saying anyone has it easy but it’s like having this weight I have to carry around every day. Talking to people does help but I can’t deal with their reactions it just makes me feel worse. I keep telling myself I have to get it together but I just can’t. I’m trying so hard but all I get looked at as if I’m lazy or don’t want to be normal. I don’t remember being any different not since I was 13. The idea that I might never get rid of it is something I can’t even think about. But instead of just fighting this I have to fight everyone else’s opinions of me and I’m just tired. Or maybe it’s just my opinion of myself. I don’t know anymore.

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Wed, 15 May 2013 21:20:46 +0100

I could genuinely fall off the face of the earth and no-one would realize. Yes I’m feeling...

Mon, 13 May 2013 21:51:54 +0100

I could genuinely fall off the face of the earth and no-one would realize. Yes I’m feeling sorry for myself and it probably isn’t true, but it definitely feels like it sometimes.

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Mon, 13 May 2013 10:18:03 +0100

burnmeuptonight:

So sick of nothingness. That’s probably not ever a word. I fail to care.

Sun, 12 May 2013 23:41:09 +0100

So sick of nothingness. That’s probably not ever a word. I fail to care.

ninaddict41: The Offspring - Want You Bad If you could only...

Sun, 12 May 2013 15:12:44 +0100

ninaddict41:

The Offspring - Want You Bad

If you could only read my mind
You would know that things between us
Ain’t right
I know your arms are open wide
But you’re a little on the straight side
I can’t lie

Your one vice
Is you’re too nice
Come around now can’t you see

I want you
All tattooed
I want you bad

Complete me
Mistreat me
Want you to be bad

If you could only read my mind
You would know that I’ve been waiting
So long
For someone almost like you
But with attitude, I’m waiting So come on

Get out of clothes time
Grow out those highlights
Come around now can’t you see

I want you
In a vinyl suit
I want you bad

Complicated
X-rated
I want you bad

Don’t get me wrong
I know you’re only being good
But that’s what’s wrong
I guess I just misunderstood

I want you
All tattooed
I want you bad

Complicated
X- rated
I want you bad

I mean it
I need it
I want you bad

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Sun, 12 May 2013 13:44:21 +0100

hammers-andstrings: perfection

Sun, 12 May 2013 11:15:36 +0100

hammers-andstrings:

perfection

It’s half 1 and I’m still awake listening to Placebo. Such a bad idea.

Sun, 12 May 2013 01:33:17 +0100

It’s half 1 and I’m still awake listening to Placebo. Such a bad idea.

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Sun, 12 May 2013 01:31:09 +0100

"I hit the bottom and I don’t even care Some say I’m going to hell but I’m already..."

Fri, 10 May 2013 23:55:06 +0100

“I hit the bottom and I don’t even care
Some say I’m going to hell but I’m already there”

- Papa Roach ‘Be Free’